I am so freaking exhausted you have no idea nnngh.
Ahaha so you know all those questions you guys asked on my last entry? I'M STILL WRITING SHIT FOR THEM. God I suck. My motivation has been complete fail lately; I've barely done anything but lounge around and RP, and even that's something I've been completely bombing. I have a growing list of backtags and I keep staring at them and going "....derp, can't touch this" and flopping somewhere. Or playing a game, that's helped me somewhat. I started playing SO1 a few weeks ago, and I've been really enjoying it. Would've played more at the cottage this weekend, but my PSP charger decided to completely die on me, so I was screwed until I got home to my backup. Stupid USB cable. Also have been playing Abyss again; Nebilim completely slaughtered my party on Unknown mode. Stupid bitch B| Looks like I have some leveling up to do.
Probably gonna be dropping from RS soon. Which makes me feel like a complete ass
for joining, introing, and then completely failing to get into things, because I hate hate hate
when people do that in Luceti. But it's occurred to me that I really can't stretch myself too thin right now. It was fine in the summer when I had nothing but free time to kill, but now that classes have started, I'll have fewer hours in the day to devote to my hobbies. I'm already behind on everything else, including mod duties, and I know
RS will always be getting the back burner. Honestly I'm lucky I haven't been able to get things started at damned
yet, or I'd be completely burned out already. And I'm on day 2 of classes. The profs are not making this semester look good at all.
Guh. Guys why am I so pathetic ;_;
On the flip side, this means I'll be bringing him back to Luceti during the next app cycle. Honestly? I think half the problem is not recognizing many people, or
the characters they play. In Luceti, the characters are way more familiar, Zack had a very developed CR, and even if I reset him, he'd easily slip back into his little social niche. I just see a whole not more potential for me staying active there, if only because I'd just have one f-list to check, RP-wise.
This also means I have some thinking to do. ...Crikey, as if I don't have enough going on already. 8|
OH AND DID I MENTION I HAVE BRONCHITIS AND IT FUCKING SUCKS. I will never take regular breathing for granted ever again.
lol so now that I've wasted your time with my bitching, I must get to class. Hopefully I'll have some better news later on.
......ALSO FACEBOOK/TWITTER CAN SERIOUSLY FUCK OFF AUGH /FLIPS WORLD AND STOMPS OFF